- Hey, are you the old April?
- Ya, April is old but I’ve refreshed and changed a lot after each year.
- Oh, what’s new for this April?
- It’s old, wait for the next year and you will see.
- If you change a lot, how will you able to recognise me after such a long time?
- Heart always has ways to do things that mind can’t, don’t worry. By the way, what are you?
- I’m November.
- The new one?
- Not really, still have stucked in old stuffs.
- It’s July now, you still have lots of time, when you come everything will be alright.
- I feel like that I wont able…
- Hey, November will come in despite of your feelings.
- But what if it’s just an old November with old memories, old feelings, old figures, old persons…
- Are you sick? It’s summer time now. Go for a long vacation at long beautiful beach, or lonely high mountain, or mysterious green forest… You will feel fully recharged and refreshed then excitedly wait for the time to come.
- I should, but I don’t want.
- Then what do you want?
- I just want to keep the feelings of the cool chilling down the spine in the early morning of the autumn cold rainy day when I first saw her with the red tiny umbrella and yellow leaves falling around her like an impromptu dance…
- November, you can’t, you will forget everything of old seasons when coming at the time, you know already.
- I didn’t. I won’t. They are safe in my heart, you know heart has ways to do things…
- Everything fades away with time, old memories, old feelings, old figures, old persons…
- You know the first time I saw her, she was just one year old baby and the last year she became 18 year old pretty girl. Every year on the same day in November I spotted in the branches of the oldest and biggest tree in the rain forest behind her small cottage, watching her waking up and falling asleep, crying and laughing, happiness and sorrow, … I felt like she was a part of November. But now I’m just feeling absolutely empty.
- What’s happened?
- Like a small exotic rainbow, she has drifted away, forever.
- November, you will have other rainbows.
- You know, there never has any rainbow in November, that was just my illusion.
- Whatever. You yourself can create rainbows. Make magic happen…
…Then you know what would happen in some november, wait and see.
Comments
Every thing or everyone has one own uniqueness to keep world in balance.
Lol Ali, what about your own rainbow?
Thank you so much for your sharing and understanding Shoba, Setareh and Evangelina, Im so happy you enjoyed reading this. You don't know how much it meant to me. Again, thank you.
It's indeed a bit odd conversation. Still it's nice. Thanks for sharing, April.