It was a tense situation for me, I was so much worried that night. I tried to fall asleep but couldn't, i set on a chair and started to think about my troubles. And I started to write on a white paper, I was talking to myself.
I shared my thoughts and feelings on a white paper, I had lost something very precious. No one was worried about me, I was alone and it was so hard to let go something which you had for years.
I wanted to share my feelings with someone but with whom, there was no one to listen to me.
I saw the clock, I made another attempt to sleep at 4 am but couldn't sleep then I decided to go outside. I took a shower at 4 am. I wore my warm clothes and drove my car to beach. And I bought coffee and sandwich from a shop which was on my way to beach. Now the view was really beautiful, the sun was rising. I opened the trunk of my car and pull the chair out and I set on that chair.
Now I was feeling better, after the shower and having breakfast specially when you're so hungry makes you feel better.
And when sun started to smile at me, I forgot about my troubles for a while and I thought that still I've many things like a good health to enjoy a beautiful day.
I set there almost for 3 hours. I got a call from my mom, she asked me if I'm OK. I told her I'm good, you don't worry. I didn't tell her that I have so much things to tell. I pretended like nothing changed.
to be continue......
Comments
@ Nina
You are right it works, sometimes I go to the sea in night and I i lay down on the water and watch stars, i can't really describe my feelings that time but i feel peace far away from the city...many thanks for your comment
nature always works!good signs they are!whenever you thought you are imprisoned and surrounded by Great troubles..go out...where no roof shadowing you...lie down on the ground and look at the sky..then you would see there is something/someone Greater than your problems...(i love doing so, it works/I bet)) )
The Best.
@ Barbare
You're right to write down on a paper , you find yourself free from stress a bit.
Many thanks for your nice comment
Thanks Fahim,
@ Ohnie,
Thank you for your favorable comment, I'll let you know once I need to do that.
Ali boy, sorry to hear this. I can feel the tension in your story. To relieve your stress, how about we set up a search party for your lost item? I'd love to help look for whatever it is. Let me know where to begin.
I like that blog, A page from my diary. With the exception of using the word (set) improperly and The definite article "the", you must try to work on it a little. it is used before nouns to mean things or people that have already been known. It can also mean the only one of something exists. That is our target here in this interesting blog such as, (the sun) (the beach),, etc nevertheless, good blog my friend Faisal. Let's see the second part!
Dear Niki,
Thanks for your comment, I really like your comment. You're free to share your thoughts and feelings with us via writing.
I'll definitely share the 2nd part very soon....
Dear Dara,
Many thanks for your precious comment, I knew that there might be some mistakes as I'm not good in English as you are that's why I mentioned "Correction" in the tag.
I will definitely work on it. Once again many thanks
You know what Syed,whenever i feel lonely i used to communicate with moon like my best friend.He always try to console me & wink at me, it helped me a lot to get settle down .....
Sometimes when he feel lightheaded he share it with clouds and she panics & her tears fall as rain to give me a soothing effect...
Oops am sorry for the long story :-P
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