A Message to Mr I-Basely-Vanished

The weather is just nasty today...it sleets, the wind is sooo strong that when I was walking home I thought it would carry me far away (to some of my friends, may be : Karenina, Anele, Mr.Night, Nida, Mommy, Nadira and lots and lots... for a cup of tea ).Well...such weather just resembles my feelings and thoughts I have on my mind so I just decided it's time to reveal them and may be these words will reach out the right person.It's a message for the one who failed to understand the deepness of a true friendship and love.You know, when you lose a very important person in your life it's like somebody stabbed a sharp incisive knife into your heart and keeps twisting it all the time so the wound never heals and is gnawing you every day more and more and it seems that there is no end to this.So, lets see how it all begins...Life is wonderful...you are the happiest creature in the whole universe...you found your soulmate and you think that there is nothing more fascinating in this world. You wake up in the mornings full of energy and it seems to you that the air is filled with the fragrance of love and happiness and your soul is singing...there is nothing you can't do for him. A stupid smile doesn't come down from your face and people think you are crazy when you are walking on the streets barely touching the ground with your feet as you feel like you have wings and constantly smilng to yourself but can't help it no matter how hard you try...You are radiating joy and warmth.You are filled with life and it's like you can instill with life even the most solid stone...sooo much thrill, excitement and enthusiasm you have!Butterflies are flying in your stomach and every time ( not every time but all the time) you think about your beloved something is stirring inside and a lightning is penetrating your body.You are sure to be the happiest person in the world as you are in the seventh heaven of delight...

Tears...Not just tears...Showers of tears...Seas of tears...Why? What happened?Where is that fragrance of love?Where is that stupid smile? Where is that spirit of life?Vanished...vanished together with the most loved person in your life and it's like the life has gone too, the sky covered with those hateful gloomy clouds, the air is stifling and you can't breathe any more, the energy has gone and you can't even raise your head, your eyes are radiating aggravating sadness now and it seems that you are merely a sluggish body without a soul. Nothing matters to you any more and...No...You are alive, you are still the same cheerful little creature filled with energy, happiness and love for life and those wonderful feelings and that beautiful experience you once had will always be in your memory.I always said these words and I will always say them no matter what :"I’ll be always there for you", because unlike somebody I DO mean what I say and keep my promises.

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deuce666 December 5, 2010 19:55

I will only smile under one condition...YOU WILL SMILE with me :)))
deuce666 December 3, 2010 13:05

Thank you :))
Micle Lee December 3, 2010 12:34

every frustration is to be overcome,best wishs to you
deuce666 December 1, 2010 18:38

Thank you my friend. Since now I want to share only my happiness. I don't want you to feel my sadness :))
deuce666 November 30, 2010 11:18

I always appreciate your comments my dear friend, thank you :)
deuce666 November 30, 2010 9:49

Thank you, wish you the same :))
deuce666 November 30, 2010 5:52

How can I feel sad if I have such great friends my dear Anele? Thank you.
You know I think I'm not the one wounded, the greatest wound is to understand that you lost somebody only because you didn't appreciate it, so my wound is healing and his is just starting to gnaw :))
deuce666 November 29, 2010 20:57

Thank you my friend, the fact that I wrote this blog means that I already overcame my sadness :))
deuce666 November 29, 2010 19:32

By the way, it's a good idea, I'm going to write something entertaining for you. I will start right now :))
deuce666 November 29, 2010 19:31

Thank you my friend and I want to tell you that I didn't despair and now when I poured all my emotions in this blog I feel much more better.

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