To my one and only love,
I miss the days you held me and the days I hear your voice. I miss the days you were there. Us falling apart wasn't my choice. I miss the days you kissed me and the feelings we used to show. But most of all I miss the guy that I thought I used to know.
The worst way to miss you is when you are right beside me and yet i know i can never have you again.I was so used to you calling me because every night we used to speak and now I still wait by the phone until I fall asleep.I'm tired of feeling this way. I know it would be right for me to let go but no matter how much I tell myself to do it, I cant.I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.I miss the way you hold my hand. I miss the way you looked into my eyes. I miss the way you felt for me.
I tell myself that its better to never see you again, but no matter how much I try to forget, it always makes me remember all the good times we had, and even the bad, and how much I regret the things Ive done, all the things Ive said.I miss you all the time but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other, for those were some of the best and memorable times of my life.
I tried to tell myself that you're gone but it just wont sink in. no matter what I do, I'm still missing and thinking about you.I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.
No matter how far you are, I hope one day you read this letter of broken heart and understand why it was necessary to sacrifice my world and let you go.
With lots of Love,
Ella <3
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Sometimes the hardest thing that you can do is the best way to make everything okay.
...Sometimes we need to collect all our Courage to admit our Weakness... And we usually do it in two cases: in case of having nothing to lose anymore, or in case of having at least a gleam of hope to change things that seem to be actually hard to change...