This is my 1st blog or may be the last blog in EC
i don't know what happened with my feelings and how to express these feelings. why i felt like an empty sheet.
I was very shocked why my 1st and best friend anxa left me without any notice at all. I knew you from day 1, when i haven't known anyone here. We shared about anything in EC. She knows all about my country, i felt like she is my old friend. i am still curious Why and Why she left myEC without any message or farewell blog. i don't feel exciting in myEC anymore when she left. I'm stuck in sad feelings. Why when i start knowing someone better, i would lost her without saying one word. It's hard to forget someone who ever lived in your heart and fulfilled your days, even though you’ve never made eye contact with them.
Thank you anxa for your warm greetings and kindness.
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@Addel thank you for your comment :) i agree with u :)
@Mishaikh thank you for your kind comment :) i really appreciate your words :)
If you are a 'jilt' I am too
There are others if not you.
Translated from Urdu for you, Baho.
@Bee thank you for your kind suggestion :) I prefer to fall in love with real person rather than virtual person. because it's not easy for me to fall in love with virtual person (the fact that many people are victims of online dating site *fake people or most likely scammer or only want your money*). we must know their characters before we enganged in relationship. To know that we should see him directly. i guess you've ever had an experience in it.
Baho, I'd also recommend- never fall in love in Internet :) In 99% it will finish before it goes to reality. But if you think you found your love, then go to reality as fast as you can. The same thing is with friends - reality is the only way that shows people's real face :)
@Onee-chan thank you for your comment :) i guess a bit dizzy now. lol. anyway your words really beautiful and meaningful onee. good night and have a sweet dream onee :D
Friends are everywhere. If we respect the others, they will do the same. Friendship shall not always be together but also in memories, and understanding. Both in real or virtual words.
Good night, dear Baho. ^_^
@Luci thank you for your comment :) yes, it sounds naïve. But I don’t want to be hypocrite person to hide feelings as if nothing happened. I felt released when I wrote this blog, because it’s not good to keep sad feelings in heart. To be honest it’s my first time to have this feeling to online friend, many of people call as fake friends. I have so many online friends from other sites but never got feelings. I forgot to ask her contact, because I thought she would be here for longer time. I really appreciate your advice and it’s valuable to me. :)
@bee thank you for your comment and sharing your life experiences to me :) I really appreciate your advice and it’s valuable to me. I will change my attitude towards people. Thank you for encouraging me :)
@Risty thank you for your comment :) I thought I was the only one felt like that ris, you too. Yes, life must go on. But I will never go on holding that resentment. I hope Anxa will come back soon, but we can’t expect too much. I really appreciate your advice and it’s valuable to me. Thank you for encouraging me :)
@SNR thank you for your comment :) I just got carried away my emotions. sorry. I hope that I can get rid of my feelings, and stay here. I hope Anxa will come back soon, but we can’t expect too much. I really appreciate your advice and it’s valuable to me. Thank you for encouraging me :)
@Paula ma’am thank you for your comment :) I just got carried away my emotions. Sorry. I hope that I could get rid of my dumb feelings. At least I was relieved to be able to express my feelings in EC, even though she would not read this blog. I really appreciate your advice and it’s valuable to me. Thank you for encouraging me :) BiggHugggggggggss…
@Lady thank you for your comment :) I thought I was the only one felt like that lady, you too. yes, EC is unique, when I felt down, there are many people here would lift my spirit up and encourage me. It’s my first time to stuck in these feelings to virtual friend, even though I have had so many online friends in other sites. I just got carried away my emotions. sorry. I hope that I can get rid of my feelings, and stay here. At least I was relieved to be able to express my feelings in EC, and I hope Anxa will come back soon, but we can’t expect too much from people. I really appreciate your advice and it’s valuable to me. Thank you for encouraging me :)
@Expector Sir thank you for your comment :) yes, as human beings, we have feelings, we can’t handle our feelings yet we can get rid of our feelings as time goes by.
@BATUU thank you for you comment :) I agree with your opinion. To be honest it’s my first time to have this feeling to online friend, many of people call as fake friends. I have so many online friends from other sites but never got feelings. But I will learn all things as time goes by. I really appreciate your advice and it’s valuable to me. Thank you for encouraging me :)
Thank to you all of my ec friends. I am so glad to have you here, lifting my spirit up and encouraging me. I don’t know what to do without you but your comments are really valuable to me. Hugggsssss.
Oh gosh. See i just wrote 2nd blog by commenting completely by accident))
The thing is, we have feelings:)
By the way, I hope you'll have a change of mind when you wrote that this would be your last blog.
Don't make one more soul becomes sad because of this, please!!!
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