I do not know when it happened and when It started, I just know that today morning I got that I am in bad condition. maybe it started from last year that I worked as employee for first time in the company that all of them were experience and I act like a kid, or maybe it started slowly from the time that I faced with a bad person and I fought with him and no one came out win and I felt that I am breaking after his bad words about me!
I do not know!!!
I just know that I figured out I am in bad condition when today morning I started crying because I figured out I forgot to send my boss message. In while he told me thousands times yesterday (Miss Kavand this issue is so important for me please send me message to not forgot bring out that with myself) and I said no never! He said if you think you can’t remember I ask another employee and I said No never! And today when I figured out that I forgot...i could not breathe and I just said (vay khodaaaaaaaa means OMG in Persian) I do not know what he will say me tomorrow that he will see me! Thank God he is not at company today!
I do not know what to do . I have heard some where the difference between men and women is when a women Is going toward depression she will figure it out by herself! I just remember a few weeks ago I noticed that I am sleeping a lot like this ..I slept at 6 PM and woke up at 12 AM and again slept at 2 PM and woke up 8 AM and I was late at my job.
And even most of the time I forget the name of my bosses.
It must be something.. this is my confession at bus when I was going at my job!
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but totally i offer u to be self-confident
hi dear sima,u should say 'all of them were experienced not all of them were experience'
correct your mistake plz
Dear friend!!!!! you must work there where you are comfortable....must do that work which you love to.....when you like a profession you don't work anymore...try to be there where you should be ..
When we love to work, mostly we don't forget.....and I agree with Bia making notes .....leave your workplace after pointing out you things to do tomorrow...put very important things on mob reminder.....may be helpful dear..
Thank you all for your comments for reading for caring and everything :)
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Vay mama jan...hey cheer up..i teach six different grades , about twenty-thirty learners in each...i often forget their names and i call David instead of Vardan....they start laughing and i laugh (at least smile back) with them bec we all know i will never forget what they did or do at the lesson even if i forget their names.....look at your troubles from a different angle...different point....laugh at yourself and MAKE NOTES not to forget important issues....i always make notes...
Oh my cute friend, please don't upset yourself, we all have such situations whether in our daily life or in our jobs. But never make the bad things possessed your soul, be always their master, and I am sure that you could do that. God bless you my friend.
Hi, Sima! Good to see, your blog.
After read very encouraging and humble comments that wrote members on your blog post, you will be feeling much better now, won't you? Discuss their matters / problems with friends it's good approach to overcome them. you did well to wrote your feeling In the case of blog. I find you, you're brave and Intelligent girl, so show your strength and passion. Verily Allah (Khuda) is with the patience.
Keep smile and take very good care. :)
Hi Sima,
If you had told me, I reminded you and this hadn't happened to you, haha...
I think you work a lot without having enough rest. You need to have several days off to rest or to take a trip and be energized to go back to work. In order to be careful at work and do not forget anything, it's better to use a pocket diary and write down the important things and check it before going to work. hope your work is easy and enjoyable for you.
"And even most of the time I forget the name of my bosses."
If you call this a hopleless case then what you will say if you know that i always forget the names of my best friends :p
Sima, you should firstly ask yourself ... Do you like your job ? Is this job the one you dreamed of ?
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If yes... then you should ask yourself does it deserve all this suffering ?
If yes... then you should try to determine the problem " is it you "? or "ppl around you" ?
If the problem is in you .. then you should find your weak points and work on them to improve your skills.
If the problem is in the ppl around you ... then my advice is .. "Don't change yourself .. Do your best ... Fight for your rights".
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If No... then you have to ask yourself what your dreams are and what you should do to reach them.
sima, are you getting closer to reach your dreams ? or you stopped in the middle of the way ? or you lost your way ?
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Sima, life is about fall and rise, so we have to learn from our fall and make it a short and a temporary stage for our rise.
Sima, I will wait for your next blog to tell us how you took the 1st step toward your dream :)
Good luck :)
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