I want to write down something to describe my feelings, but I can't. All the words in my mind are broken, like jigsaws, and I'm trying to set these pieces.
It has been a year since I locked myself in my apartment. Even if I go out for eating, I barely talk to people. I almost forget how to speak. Time goes slowly but surely, you could apparently feel it. Actually, I feel the time is consuming my entire body as well as my soul.
Firstly, it was about mental, I became more and more depressed, and then it went to physical. Because of insomnia, I can't get my daily routine on the track. I always get up at the middle of the night and fall asleep at the noon. My gum started to bleed and my teeth began to loose. My health is getting steadily worse, and there's nothing I can do about it.
It's 4 am now and I still can't sleep. I don't know why I'm writing all of this. Maybe it's because the cat whose body was found at the ditch yesterday morning that inspired me. The cat was old and had been sick for a long time. He didn't make through the strong cold current last weekend. I think if things go on like this, I will be like the cat, die lonely and pathetically.
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Dear Joe, first force yourself to go out of your apartment; take a walk in the park. Exercising could boost your spirit too. But if you stay at home and keep thinking about how miserable you are, it will make your state even worse. You can gather your strength and overcome your depression; it's up to you. I wish you the best of luck.
thanks for reminding me!!
already corrected it : )
...............are broken
.............I am trying to set these pieces.
Why all this dejection.
Get a new start.
Why spoil yourself, where there is life ahead? This is not wise.
Let the miseries gone by, and look ahead for renewed life.
What a cool story!
I wonder why the tittle is 1. is that a 'to be continue' story?
Thanks God , you haven't forgotten how to write a blog nicely !!
Good description, well done, thanks for sharing !
Well, I don't know if this is happening to you for real or it's just a fiction story. So I'd better make just a comment about the text. It's a harsh text and I like the way you wrote it, making at the end a parallelism with the dead of a cat. It's very touching.
I'd like to ask you to keep writing. You gave us a very good stuff here.
Thanks for sharing